VENTING ............. SHIT MY AMB CHAIN!

I DON'T EVEN  KNOW WHERE TO START WITH THE GRIEF THAT IS FLYING AROUND MY HEAD. ALOT OF THINGS ARE GOING ON, SOME IS GOOD AND SOME LEANING TOWARDS THAT'S PISSING ME OFF, WHY IS THAT HAPPENING. NOW AND DAYS WHEN THINGS DON'T GO YOUR WAY YOU CAN'T LOOK AT MOMMIE AND SAY CAN YOU FIX THIS CAUSE MOMMIE ISN'T EVEN AROUND. WORKING AND WANTING ARE SUPPOSE TO BE A GOOD COUPLE BECAUSE PEOPLE SAY "YOU WORK SO YOU CAN GET WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE" BUT IN MY  LIFE IT'S NOT A STABLE MARRIAGE. ME WORKING IS LIKE WORK AND ONLY WORK, IM NOT GETTING WHAT I WANT AND I'M GETTING PISSED OFF. WORKING WITH PEOPLE THAT ARE AT A HIGHER AGE YOU WOULD THINK THEY WOULD GRIND MORE  BUT THAT'S NOT TRUE AT ALL MAN. YOU WOULD THINK SENDING E-MAILS BACK AND FORTH WAS AN EASY JOB BUT SOME PEOPLE THAT CALL THEM SELF GRINDERS CAN'T DEAL WITH THAT.EVERYONE ALWAYS SAY THAT I WANT TO BE RICH WITH ALL THIS MONEY BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WHO IS REALLY GOING TO WORK HARD FOR IT. (STOP BEING POSERS MAN).

 HOMIES AT THE MOMENT ARE TRIPPIN. WHEN PEOPLE ARE ON THE GRIND TIME IS REALLY NOT CUT OUT FOR FUN TIMES. ALOT OF FRIENDS TRIP AND DON'T THINK YOU FUCK WITH THEM WHEN YOU DON'T COME AROUND FOR THE GOOD TIMES BUT AT THIS POINT IN LIFE IT'S GRIND TIME I WOULD NEVER CHANGE ON ANY OF MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE IN MY PALM. WE CAN'T GET MONEY JUST CHILLING AND LAUGHING . I DON'T KNOW MAN AND ON TOP OF THIS I BROKE MY AMBUSH POW CHAIN. THERE IS MORE ON THE MIND I'M A LIL FUCKED UP BUT I KEEP MY HEAD UP HOMIES. JUST GIVING YOU A LOOK INTO THE LIFE WITH HD.